greetings from the insomnialex. weight of the world rests on my shoulders as far as what keeps me up at night. i had an interesting chat (of many) with a former karate instructor (Rachael, a wonderful person), sometime back, about the multiplicity within our personalities. we resonated on this idea that self can be like many people on a road trip, each with a different voice and ability, yet someone must be in the driver's seat. you may have the 'backseat driver' always trying to steer the direction, a voice in your ear that can be annoying or correct, the sleepy one, the constant chatter, the one that simply owns the car so is currently driving. maybe who should be driving needs to change, and does, and does quickly at times, or with thoughtful consideration at others. all these voices that are simply me trying to understand where i'm going, or if i should just pull over for a moment. who's in the driver's seat?